Thursday, 11 March 2010

Aaaarrrrggghhhhh!!! (and thinspie)

Okay, my fast finished at midnight last night and I immediately stuffed my fat face with 4 bags of crisps and 7 chocolate digestives..... Ugh! Panic! Purge! Fuck that stuff tasted bad on it's way out....

Forced about a litre of water down my throat to dilute any calories left over in my already way too big gut and then went to bed and cried myself to sleep. Wtf happened to my craving for oranges and celery?? I'll tell you what happened.... I saw the crisps in the cupboard and went beserk! So, as the title says: Aaaarrrrggghhhhh!!!


G woke me up as he got in the door from work at 7am, I fed R and as G had got the shopping for me I had a plateful of lettuce, cucumber and carrot with 3slices of ham. The ham came to 120cals, the salad stuff was all neg cals so I'm cool with that.

At 1pm we had lunch..... oops.... 2 slices of steak and cheese stuffed crust pizza from Asda with a huge plateful of lettuce and cucumber. It didn't say on the pack how many cals were in the pizza so I'm gonna guess and say 300cals a slice, just to be sure.


And cos I felt like a fat pig for all those cals (720 not including neg cal stuff) I just had plain salad tonight - lettuce, carrot, cucumber, and pickled onions (all neg cal foods). Just couldn't bring myself to go up to the whole 800cals... so maybe my well thought out plan is out the window for a while and I'll just coast along and see what I'm gonna do as I do it.


In much need of some thinspie now, so here we go!!


As a tribute to Zen's chocolate covered ass, which was a great photo! Today's topic is asses lol









5 comments:

  1. Coming off a fast always ends in disaster for me. Restricting is so much easier.
    I only have one meal a day, so I just make sure whatever I eat is under 500 cals and drink tons of water throughout the day.
    Much thanks for asspo. I really hope to have a nice one some day!!

    xoxo zen

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  2. Ah me too! I'd LOVE to have an ass that someone ELSE uses as thinspo one day! :)

    Do you count the neg cals as part of your 500 or just discard them? x

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  3. Oh girlie, just keep moving on!
    It'll be okay.

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  4. I count all calories. Keeps me honest. Otherwise I'd eat one nibble of chocolate and say "it wasn't even a whole serving, so it doesn't count" heh. Straight to the ass.

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  5. LOL, maybe I'll start counting in those neg cals then.... I eat a tonne of them...

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