Yay! another lb down and some thinspie :)

Yay! Down another lb and I can see my face starting to look a lil more sleek in the mirror. It's still quite rounded, but now the roundness is less severe :) to mark this happy occasion I present to you some tape measure thinspie :) will post again later on.... enjoy x

Crapiness and Luscious Legs

Still feeling like crap tonight, but R seems to be feeling much better so I hope my stomach settles down soon! Spent the whole day in pyjamas today... had no energy at all. Have had precisely 10cals in the form of 2cans of diet blue charge energy drink. Other than that I have had a humungous amount of ice cold water. Been crapping mountains though! Ugh!! My ass is raw :(

Anyway, I feel in real need of more thinspie and as a short-ass I can't help but dream of perfect pins that would help create the illusion of a taller figure, and that look great in a pair of killer heels, so todays topic is luscious legs!! Enjoy:

Eeeeewww!! What a day!!

Lastnight my baby girl got sick with a tummy bug. We're talking projectile vomit all over herself, me, and the sofa. She found it hilarious at first and kept trying to giggle (she hasn't quite mastered it yet, kinda squeals and snorts at the same time lol) here she is after I changed her:






She soon stopped being happy when it kept happening though, poor thing. I was up aaaall night and all morning with her and now....... I've got upset tum too! :( God it feels awful.... got an ass that feels like it's on fire and a throat that feels like it's been ripped to shreds from the inside :(

On the plus side I REALLY don't feel like eating today.... so let's hope this unscheduled abstinence from the foodies, combined with my body's impression of a double ended fountain, gets rid of an extra lb or 2.


Oh yeah, got my monthly too... first one since having my lil girly, it's sooooo heavy, so I got cramps from that too!! What a day :(

Aaaarrrrggghhhhh!!! (and thinspie)

Okay, my fast finished at midnight last night and I immediately stuffed my fat face with 4 bags of crisps and 7 chocolate digestives..... Ugh! Panic! Purge! Fuck that stuff tasted bad on it's way out....

Forced about a litre of water down my throat to dilute any calories left over in my already way too big gut and then went to bed and cried myself to sleep. Wtf happened to my craving for oranges and celery?? I'll tell you what happened.... I saw the crisps in the cupboard and went beserk! So, as the title says: Aaaarrrrggghhhhh!!!


G woke me up as he got in the door from work at 7am, I fed R and as G had got the shopping for me I had a plateful of lettuce, cucumber and carrot with 3slices of ham. The ham came to 120cals, the salad stuff was all neg cals so I'm cool with that.

At 1pm we had lunch..... oops.... 2 slices of steak and cheese stuffed crust pizza from Asda with a huge plateful of lettuce and cucumber. It didn't say on the pack how many cals were in the pizza so I'm gonna guess and say 300cals a slice, just to be sure.

And cos I felt like a fat pig for all those cals (720 not including neg cal stuff) I just had plain salad tonight - lettuce, carrot, cucumber, and pickled onions (all neg cal foods). Just couldn't bring myself to go up to the whole 800cals... so maybe my well thought out plan is out the window for a while and I'll just coast along and see what I'm gonna do as I do it.


In much need of some thinspie now, so here we go!!


As a tribute to Zen's chocolate covered ass, which was a great photo! Today's topic is asses lol

Happy Happy Happy!!

Sorry I didn't get online yesterday, was sooooooo busy all day! Decided on an impromptu spring cleaning fest!! lol

The fast is going well, I have eleven and a half hours to go and have so far lost 5lbs! Yay!!! 

Tomorrow I plan to have a maximum of 800cals, though it may end up being less, as I am crazy craving celery and oranges right now wtf? lol at least they're neg cal foods, so I can indulge away!! ha ha

I decided to start up a facebook account which is at http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=profile&id=100000885491862 if you want to add me, feel free :)

I'll post again later on with some thinspie x

1hr To Go!

Just 1hr till my 3day water fast begins and I'm so excited about it! G knows it's starting and is gonna be my motivational support through it :)

We're going for a 3hr walk tomorrow afternoon, and I'll carry R in her baby carrier to burn up those extra cals!

I might pop out with R in the morning for an hr or so too ha ha, start as I mean to go on, huh!?

Tuesday I'll be swimming for an hr and we'll prob walk 2-3hrs as well.

I almost forgot to mention... I got a call back today about a job I applied for and have an interview next Sunday... bit miffed that I have to have an interview on my very first ever Mother's Day, but oh well, at least I get to spend every day with my gorgeous lil girl! :) I love her soooo much! She's 11wks old tomorrow :)

Here's a pic of my precious lil baby girly:

I bought this top for her in H&M, as well as a cute Rolling Stones one too :)

Well, I might just treat myself to one last cup of tea before I start my fast, ha ha, so night all and I'll be back online tomoz for an update :)

Tomorrow is day 1 of my 3 day detox fast and I can't wait!!! I am sooooo looking forward to it!! I've got that buzziness about me that only comes from that euphoria of feeling totally and utterly in control of myself. Super-disciplined-and-productive. What a high!

I came across a page today with a comical outlook on eating disorders, which made me laugh my ass off and thought I'd share it with you: http://healthmad.com/conditions-and-diseases/new-exclusive-ed-establishment-proposal/ enjoy! lol xx

Today's thinspie is themed JEANS: